Full title cause it doesn't let me fully post it "I'll be in denial for at least a little while what about the plans we made (when I saw the ambulances I didn't even think of pulling over I pieced it all together late that night)" referencing the main 2 songs that this work is based off of "30th" and "tv" by Billie eliish I'm going to rewrite this I don't like how it turned out Chuuya goes to UA high after wanting to be a hero his whole life his best friend dazai never liked heros they argue dazai commits chuuya questions and reminisces Or Chuuya and dazai though the years as chuuya deals with the self blame of dazais death as the story unfolds maybe chuuya will realze much more was going on in dazais life and maybe that argument wasn't what pushed him Mha x bsd au based off of "look away and feel" by Akira_walker on ao3 along with other fics (if I can find names I'll put them in) Spotify playlist for this fic https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0Kq6eYJY0xd9yLbmxpKQH6?si=aHXc9IfzSvaiLbNUouihbA&pi=eDfLkmj7S9K0B Kinda based off my own experiences uhhh I hope this'll make sense and is coherent this is the second thing I've ever written and the first actual long fic so sorry if it's bad Written to be platonic but can be seen as romantic