Darcy is afraid of human contact, and the only reason seems to stem from the mysterious bruises covering her body.
Lucas is an old man in a teenagers body, raising himself and constantly needing to take care of others--especially his mom.
Jonathan feels alone even when he's with people, everyday sinking further into his own sea of despair.
Ella just wants to be like everyone else, but no matter how hard she tries, she can't escape who she is.
Isaac is so far in the closet that he can't even see the door, which is good, because if he could, he would only see his fathers judgmental face.
Jordan can't control himself- no matter how many pills he takes or how hard he focuses- he just can't stay calm.
Clare can't bare to be anything less than perfect, which is no surprise considering the amount of pressure her parents and sister put on her shoulders.
Ryleigh knows that people are whispering about her in the halls, even though they don't have to-- she can't hear them.
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Each of these teenagers feel as if there is something wrong with them, based on how they are treated by society. They feel beaten and broken, like they will never be free.
By happenstance, they all meet. Slowly the misfit eight grow together and become friends, suddenly more focused on helping each other fight their insecurities and problems than worrying about their own.
Can the misfits find a place where they feel they can be themselves, or will they continue to be outcasts, forever beaten and broken?
*warning* This story covers trigger issues such as abuse, bulimia, cutting, bullying (cyber and otherwise), anxiety, alcohol and substance abuse, suicide mention, and bipolar disease. If any of these topics cause you trauma, please read at your own risk, and be conscientious of you and your limitations.
Thank you!
ThisUsedToBeMe
(Olivia K. Walker)
*TW* Contains topics and scenes of sexual assault, self-harm, abuse.*
"You know you loved every second of it," I can feel the tears welling up as well as the anger building up within me. I stare at him for a while before I have to turn away from his hungry gaze. "Look I just came here to tell you that I forgive you for what you did back in Cali and I'll take you back,"
"You forgive me?" I yell. "I did nothing to you. You raped me! You fucking raped me! You have no right to come here and tell me that. You. Forgive. Me. You traumatized me. What you did to me tore me up inside and was eating away at me until I tried to kill myself. And when I told people they didn't believe me. I had to listen to so many people talk about how great a guy you were and how I clearly just regretted sleeping with you. You are a monster. You made me hate myself for something that was never my fault. You have caused me so much pain and suffering," I pause to take a deep breath. "So you don't get to come here to my school and tell me you forgive me. You don't get to make me feel bad about coming forward. The only thing I regret is ever thinking you were a good person."
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Logan Young is a 16-year-old girl about to start her senior year in a brand new town. The past year has been tough and her family moved to give her a fresh start. Her life before the move had been hard and she had been spiraling. She quickly makes new friends and even enemies. She builds up walls to protect herself. But what happens when an unlikely person helps her to tear down her walls and heal. Will she be able to survive in this new place and keep her secrets intact?