" a girl that having a mask after a long years"

she is the girl that has no friends, no support of her families,and lonely. when she s elementary no body likes her to be friends, shes not a smart likes everybody, she is getting jealous when someone recieving an award, to the point she dont like to go on school even her parents she recieve such a hurt word, then after that, shes grateful because that she is having an friends that her s neigbors but she is at the end of that some of her friends left her but she dont know how, why shes getting compare her self again to others and shes crying again and againn....
highschool life finally he meet a friends but some of her friends left her, he said her self that "ok self cry and cryyyy again ok lord god i wanna die because my parents tell me that i am not smart and comparing me, some of my friends left me, my cousins having a happy life what about me?" shes getting tired of her life but she is a softhearted even though he was hurt, he still forgives her, but because of her beautiful smile that she shows to people, there is a mask that knocks on her life, what she is going through so his request to papa god is that one day I will be the one who will be completely happy and will be accepted by the person he loves