The flame in my hand

Kai has always been a loner since he was really young and after Cole saved him from his abusive and drunk foster father back when they were in high school, He developed six fears during those years. Kai is a sexual assault survivor and he's slightly suicidal due to those years of living with his foster father, Him and Nya were separated when they were in the orphanage. They reunited in High school when he was a junior and she was a freshmen, they haven't been apart since after graduation. Kai is a ninja currently and he's twenty six years old, he's bisexual and he was dating Cole but they needed a break. He started to date Lloyd's older sister Aki and she took of him with a potion, She took over Ninjago city and he was the one who put her behind bars. Him and Cole got back together before the merge happened then they were separated, this takes place after they got reunited after the merge and they stopped Lord Ras.

(These phobias could trigger, so if your uncomfortable don't continue reading)
Phonophobia: Fear of loud noises, which leads him to have anxiety, panic attacks or extreme discomfort to loud sounds.
Haphephobia: fear of being touched, (Physical signs) Sweating, nausea, trembling, freezing in place, (Behavioral changes) Crying, screaming, running away, or locking himself away.
Thantophobia: Fear of losing someone.
Aquaphobia: Fear of water, He can feel anxious around large bodies of water.
Trypanophobia: Fear of needles, intense anxiety related to medical procedures including needles.
Enochlophobia: Fear of crowds, overwhelming anxiety, physical discomfort, and a strong urge to escape from such situations

Mentions of suicide, sexual assault in flashbacks.