secretly devoted
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She lost everything that night,or so she thought.
Natasha Tanimola kehinde Durojaiye, being one of the kids at the top of the school,everyone envied her and wished they will be her,most people thought she was just a spoilt rich kid who had everything in life on a platter of gold.
She never really thought about what people thought of her until that very new night that she made the biggest mistake of her life that left her shattered,broken, unfixable,and lost
She could no longer look at herself in the mirror without vomiting everything in her system.
She lost everything,her family,her respect,fear,popularity and most especially.... The love of her life.. or so she thought.
When tragedy struck that night,few weeks to the beginning of her final year in highschool,it became unbearable for her to handle all those emotions
But with all these things going on with her, she realised that she wasn't the only one that had problems.
Way.... bigger problems
That left her wandering how on earth people survive with too much,yet manages to put a smile on people's faces, Natasha just wandered how much it took for the most innocent,down to earth person turn out to be the most broken vessel yet smiled it through.
Join these teenagers, as they search their soul for the truth and struggle the loss,pain,heartbreak,and in all... betrayal together.
The most important question is.. will they make it?
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