But The Love I Feel For You

This poem is about a girl who thinks she is in-love with this boy, but at the same time she hates him because she put her all into that relationship just for her to get her heart broke.
So, she is having mixed feelings. But now they are not in the same type of relationship. They try to become friends and have bfs and gfs while still feeling the way they do towards each other, but that just gets them jealous. While she is feeling all of this, she is in another relationship with this way nicer looking guy, treats her right, compliments her, and everything that the last boy never did. So, she is hoping to open her eyes one day and be thankful for what she has.