As if Nothing
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Last published Sat, May 2, 2015
I had a dream. That I one day would become a world famous actress. Little did I know that I wouldn't only fulfil my dream, but also become a woman the entire world would know about.
And it wouldn't be because of my acting skills.
I would become famous because of my feelings towards a man. Feelings which I would just want to shut down and delete from my mind. Because being in love with that man is stupid, inappropriate and a sad love story since it won't have a happy ending.
But unfortunately you can't control your feelings, and I can do nothing but ride the roller coaster and hope that it takes me somewhere I want to be.
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// I excuse in advance for spelling and grammar mistakes. I find most of my inspiration to write during nighttime and that means that I'm too tired to think of my spelling while I'm writing//
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