Red String Of Fate | BTS ff |

I was done explaining my point, as I turned around to leave he grabbed my wrist stopping me "do you believe in FATE Choi Lia?" I turned around and there was a spark in his eyes which told me it was okay. It was okay to be in love, that he would be there whenever the monsters of my nightmares would try and take me away, he will fight them. "I don't believe in FATE but I do believe in YOU" he smiled as he pulled me in his arms, I didn't try to fight back I just let him do it "But I can't have you... I'm sorry" I walked away, i couldn't look back I shouldn't cause if I did then it would become more hard for me. 'Im sorry my love' I mumbled as tears and rain mixed together and slid down my cheeks.
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"YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME! YOUR WORLD AND MY WORLD IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT" I cried and screamed on top of my lungs it hurts, it hurts to give up on the person whom you love so dearly, but I'd rather die myself than watch him die for me. He stepped forward and gently hugged me, laying his chin on top of my head he spoke as his voice cracked "p-please let me love you don't give up on me yet, please don't leave me Lee Kelly" his voice came out in a whisper. "I can't- you shouldn't love me please understand i can never be yours". I softly whispered and let go of him but he held on to me more tightly....
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I was done with my last bit of packing, as I opened my drawer and found some old lock diary finding the keys attached to it I opened it when suddenly few notes and some Polaroids slid from the diary and landed on the floor. Picking them up I saw the Polaroid picture and tears filled my eyes opening the notes I read through them as more tears made their way soaking the note "you know you were my everything, I was happy enough to forget myself, it's okay if I lose everything as long as I can see you dazzling" I gasped painfully as I opened another note " I promised you over and over my future is you. Kim Zoe I'll always be around as your shadow".