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Searching (on hold for a bit)

Immunetoinspiration

Reads 190
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Parts 6
Time 40m

Reads 190
Votes 5
Parts 6
Time 40m

Immunetoinspiration

Everything in your life makes you feel weak and helpless, not strong. I'd never felt strong in my life, and depression only made things worse. I took it all I 'till I couldn't anymore, and I swear my life collapsed for an instant. I felt everything flash before my eyes and as I looked at it, I tried to find the will to keep going. Something to strive for. 
   I chose changing my life. 
   Turning it around, starting over. 
   I wanted a fresh new start, so I began. I began searching. Searching for meaning, happiness, and all the good things in life. Searching for myself. 
   That's what I set out to do, and I intended to until I found what I was looking for. And one thing I learned? To never back down. Ever.All Rights Reserved

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