Are We Really Alive? Is This Control?
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Last published Thu, Apr 23, 2026
I think therefore I exist, I exist therefore I feel, I feel therefore I must endure pain, I endure pain to die, and to die I must be alive.
Am I alive? Is this living?
Is this living.
IS THIS LIVING!!!!
(When a mysterious figure is living in a world they refuse to be a part of, lunacy and a desire to achieve greater than oneself they believe that acts of morally inhumane violence is the solution to their problem. But one detective stands and tries to solve this case. Can this monster be stopped? Or will they break everything and everyone will witness?)
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