The sins of trying to fit

The start of me discovering what cards were played for me by the universe, i will add a trigger warning of neglect, abortion and bullying.
This is my first entry, im using this as a new therapy to address all the deep anger i have inside, i thought i would start putting them out so people who relate can feel not alone and for people to really understand what its like living as a neurodivergent woman, the main two are autism and quiet BPD.