_Arai could ...... _ Ahh. You scared me _I'm sorry I didn't mean to _What do you need _We could talk for a moment _ ... No _I understand why you don't want to talk to me but you could at least listen to me. _ No.... I don't know Arai stared at him why she never expected him to dare to talk to her. She doubted if she should but she knew that if he didn't agree she would keep insisting until he did. And maybe her family would realize that something strange was going on between them. _All right, but it will be the last time and if I don't want to listen to you, don't try to stop me. It's ok. _Yes, it's fine. Thank you. He felt an approximate total of an entire planet pressing down on him because of how nervous he was. In his head he began to piece together the words he wanted to say but there were so many things he had to say that he didn't know where to begin. Bear leads her to sit on a small log behind his grandparents' house. _I think you know I'll apologize for what I did to you. I'm sorry so far for what I did. _ ..... She just stayed silent waiting for him to finish talking. I could see him trying to find something different. But Bear no longer looked like the boy she remembered, he was a total stranger. Everything she saw in him now she couldn't recognize, if she met him anywhere else she wouldn't recognize him. The man in front of her, who is he? _When I look into your eyes now I can no longer recognize who you are and it was my fault that it happened. _You knew what you were doing but you didn't care. To me you were the most reliable person I had. But you hurt me and left me. _But I never wanted to leave you. But I couldn't stay and act like NOTHING happened. I knew I didn't deserve your forgiveness. _That's for me to decide. You knew me better than anyone. So why did you leave. _I'M SORRY TO DEATH !!!! That I can't even recognize what I want to do. I wonder if it's better to keep asking for forgiveness. Can you ever forgive me?