Anthophile (Ongoing)
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Ongoing, First published Jun 01, 2024
a person who love flowers 
siapa sih yang ga suka bunga??




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Kenapa aku? 
Kenapa selalu aku?



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Aku juga anak ayah dan bunda kan???
Tapi kenapa aku diperlakukan beda???




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"Iya ini semua salahku, aku hidup disini juga termasuk kesalahanku kan?? Aku cuma beban kalian, aku cuma bisa nyusahin kalian doang kan??? Aku cuma bisa malu - maluin keluarga doang kan??? Bahkan kalian ga pernah liat aku kalau aku itu ada."



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"A-aku ga benci kok, a-aku cuma sedikit kecewa, bukan benci kalian tapi kebalikannya aku sayang kalian semua.  M-maaf kalo aku banyak salah dan kurangnya."






















Pure story from my idea, gada niatan buat nyamain atau ngecopy. Kalau ada salah satu kesamaan itu unsur ketidaksengajaan.
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