APATHY AND DESPISE

I supressed rage within me. I lost my once happiness, and my once beloved. I loved her truly, but it was just a mere picture of lies and despise that allured within her that I didn't seem to notice. I have been manipulated. I am the one to blame after all. They told me, they told me, they told me, to stay away from you. I was the one who didn't listen, so I am the one who will be the one to lose myself in the end. I see you smiling. I have to let you know that I know, I know, I know.