The pain of someone losing hope in you. It is painful. It's one of those type of pains that you'd hate to remember. For your body to remember. Your soul to remember. It is unbearable. Anastasius Iltz is cranky, brilliant, and in pain. After winning first place for her college's writing contest, she's pressured to produce another writing piece. However, after losing someone close to her and continuing to struggle with her health, she doubts the future will be bright. But, when fate gives you a small window of light, how could anyone turn their back towards it?