My Greatest Love and Greatest Pain

Disappointment and betrayal hurt deeply, but they can be healed with time. However, the most painful thing is longing - yearning for something you care about and love deeply. Your heart is torn into pieces because you cannot see or be with the person you long for. Your heart is not broken, it is tortured by overwhelming love, and when it bursts, all the pain and suffering overflow into your soul. It feels like your life won't matter anymore, and the most important thing is the longing, but you can't meet your loved ones. You are consumed by the sorrow of waiting for who knows how long.I experience longing occasionally, and it tortures me more than a breakup or betrayal. Breaking up and betraying are endings, and your brain signals that it's time for your relationship to close its chapter. You stop expecting. It's time to move on, start building a new life and eventually make peace with the pain and memories that crawl back to you. When you are in a state of longing, you want to see your loved ones; you're hopeful and eager to reunite with them finally. But at the same time, you may feel frustrated because of the uncertainty surrounding when you'll be able to celebrate your love together.

#Childhood.