Cynthia is navigating her mind as well as her life in Japan when she realizes that she is going through severe nightmares and she hast to find out what the memories are that are causing the nightmares in the first place. She ends up falling in love with a four star general from the army as well as she is in love with a japanese yakuza boss! But all the lovers in the world and all the madness that she is suffering from will never cure her of such sorrow and insanity. This is her story part one!