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Time 3h 48m

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It all falls into place then. He knew, of course, he knew, saw Felix's face appear in the studio once he realized what was happening to him. It had been faint then, somehow. A truth so barely acknowledged that it lived only in the back of Hyunjin's mind, a secret, wrapped in layers of paper so no one would ever take a glance at it, not even him, even though he knew it sat there, uncovered but solid. Real.

It's different now that the secret had been dragged into the light, the paper torn to shreds, and there's barely any surprise, his mind only catching up to what his body already knew, but his heart squeezes with the realization, surging through the pure, sweet taste of loving someone so deeply, only to sour when the thought hits him, that the flower growing in his chest and the petals making their way up his throat can only mean one thing:

He's in love with Felix, but Felix doesn't love him back.All Rights Reserved

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••Hate To Love You•• | Hyunlix Omegaverse by JiniretBbokkari

"MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T SO FUCKING IGNORANT, MAYBE IF YOU FUCKING CARED TO EVEN GLANCE AT ME FOR THREE FUCKING SECONDS HYUNJIN, you would realized how much I like you!! Only if you ever saw my fucking feelings! Only if anytime we say anything, it wouldn't end up with you letting out your anger on me Hyunjin! Only if you cared to understand me, you would've know that I fucking love you! Yes! Shame me all you want! But I'm so fucking hopelessly in love with you!! Even I hate myself for it, but I can't seem to reverse what I have for you. Its eating me alive!! For god sake, why don't you ever see that? Maybe its because you're so head over heals for your girlfriend. You never care to notice anything I do for you! I even fucking sacrificed my life because your family wanted to 'fix' your anger! Only if they knew, their actions led to you letting out all your anger on me!" Hyunjin stood still. His eyes were widened at the younger's sudden confession. Felix liked him all along, why hadn't he seen it. He fucking played with the poor boy's feeling. Guilt was eating him alive. Only if Hyunjin ever try to understand his feelings for Felix. * * * * * Warning⚠ Smut🔞 Fluff K!nk Alcohol Fighting R@pe Blood Mpreg Crossdressing. Set in ABO universe. This is just a pure work of fiction. No harm to the real life Hyunlix. And homophobes, this is not for you. So if you don't like this type of stuff, I'll kindly ask y'all to leave...

Vampires Will Never Hurt You | hyunlix by smilinghost

❝ I'll never let them hurt you, I promise. ❞ Hyunjin murmured with a soft voice, as if he was speaking to a sleeping baby. And maybe he was, in his mind. Felix couldn't hear him anymore, anyway. Perhaps that coffin was a bit too large for his delicate body, despite Hyunjin had filled it with the most precious and velvety burgundy pillows, and glowing pearls as white as the skin of his loved one. He rested his head on the wooden side of the coffin, looking at the man of his dreams silently resting in there. His heart didn't beat anymore, finally. Finally, he was only his. Only his to possess, only his to consume. And, finally, it would've lasted forever.

You Don't Love Me {H. Hyunjin} by mochilatae95

"You don't love me, you can't love me." My body shakes uncontrollably as I fall to the ground, sobbing into my hands as I try to muffle the sound desperately. "Just let me love you, I can't love you if you won't allow me to idiot," a whisper echoes through the walls as he squats down next to me, placing his hand on my back, rubbing, small, reassuring circles. ... It was never supposed to be like this, why did I let this happen? Hyunjin and Y/n lived in the same neighborhood. They were best friends for the longest time until Y/n was forced to move schools right before high school. Four years have gone by and Y/n grew a new persona. She doesn't smile anymore like she used to, she doesn't wear her hair in pigtails, and she doesn't wear those big, round, glasses everyone used to make fun of her for. When she moved her parents took away all forms of communication from her, thinking that she didn't deserve the love and care she was getting. She managed to keep in contact with one friend because their parents were friends, but she lost all contact with Hyunjin. She felt horrible for it, she cared about him the most and never got to say goodbye like she planned. After her parents kick her out to go live with her grandparents, she moves back to her hometown hoping that no one will recognize her. Hyunjin felt betrayed when Y/n left, she left without a goodbye and didn't speak a single word to him in the past four years. Without her around, he grew close to Chan's group of friends. The summer before high school started, Hyunjin and his friends matured and all the girls in school found them attractive. They fought for the boys attention but Hyunjin only thought of Y/n regardless of all the pining girls. He hated that she constantly ran through his mind, wishing he could just forget about her. As everyone walks into their 4th period, two people catch each other's gaze. One feels guilt bubble up in their stomach and the other boils with resentment.

Faithfully Yours by ARMY_Stay__Minsung

Does time heal all wounds or are some simply too deep to come back from? Felix's goal is to heal others. A lifetime spent helping couples mend their broken hearts means he doesn't have to look at his own. How long can he ignore the past before it catches up with him? *** He is angry... he still hates me. A wet sob breaks free from his chest. "I can't stand the sight of you" echoes in his mind like a canon. He looks to Hyunjin and Minho in panic. Confusion marring their faces as they take in the look of pure heartache and fear on his face. This can't be happening, they were never supposed to meet again. _____ "Do you still love him?" Chan chuckles softly before looking directly into the camera. "Am I still breathing?"

Cop's And Robbers - Hyunlix by Little_Baby_Stayyy

"You need to stop looking at me like that, Hyunjin," Felix murmured, his voice low but uneven, stepping back till his back hit the wall. "Like what?" Hyunjin asked, closing the distance with slow, deliberate steps, the corner of his mouth curving into a sly smirk. "Like you're about to slam me on the table and devour me," Felix shot back, his tone daring despite his heart racing in his chest Hyunjin leaned in, their faces barely an inch apart. "And if I am?" Hyunjin's voice dropped to a whisper. "So what if I do? What are you going to do about it? Stop me?" Felix's lips curved into a smirk of his own, his boldness flaring in the charged air between them. "Stop you? Fuck no." A brilliant detective like Lee Felix and the dangerously charming officer Hwang Hyunjin get caught up in a case that can either tear them apart or can break every rule in the book. From sleeping in interrogation rooms to stolen kisses in file rooms , the lines of their office relationship blur as scandals break loose and hearts breaks as lips lock. With secrets lurking at every turn, will the pair catch criminals, or catch feelings?

My first - Hyunlix by hyvnlxss

Felix is the only one of his friends that's still a virgin, he wants to sleep with someone but he hasn't found the right person yet. So he asks his best friend to help him out and he finds out a few things about himself that he didn't know. Luckily he has Hyunjin to guide him and show him how amazing sex can get to be so he can enjoy it with his future partner...or that's what he convinces himself it is for. Or; Felix asks Hyunjin to take away his virginity and they fall in love but it's too scary to love your best friend, so they try to ignore it and move on. Or; Innocent and soft Felix is not as innocent and soft as everyone thinks he is.

Paint You the Way You Are by Andi_xakxs8

Hyunjin was always good at painting. And when he got into art school, he thought he couldn't be happier. But in the summer semester, Hyunjin is having trouble closing one of his favorite classes. So his professor sends him to a famous painter to teach him how to express his emotions in paintings. There, he meets charming Felix and immediately feels a strong attraction. But the deaths of Felix's parents and sister have left him with an unfathomable number of wounds on his heart. However, Hyunjin is there for him, ready to put him back together again. Or not. Hyunjin's past is dark, and it may destroy Felix for good.

Winsome Waves [Chanlix] by PlzDefenestrateMe

When Felix sees a cute boy whilst he's at work, something intrigues him. From his wavy locks to the bruises on his wrists, he becomes curious in the blonds life. Chan wants to escape something, and maybe Felix is the way he can. I fucking suck at descriptions, I mean read if you want I'm not forcing you to do anything, I already hate myself for writing it anyway. -TW: Abusive Relationship, Swearing, Suicidal Insinuations, Panic Attacks- This is a work of fiction and purely for fun, don't take anything seriously. Started: 10/05/20 Ended: 17/10/20

Attent¡on by Hwang20Hyunjin

Hyunjin loves getting attention, especially his colleague's. And Felix loves paying all his attention to him. Are feelings involved here? Read to find out. But wait... What if one day an attention seeker and an attention giver interfere with their beautiful bond? Will their fates cross each other's path or distance poles apart? Join in the sweet and sour adventures of novices who are going to experience the unfamiliar feeling of love. ______________ ➣ DISCLAIMER: This is a fictional work with NO intentions to offend or defame the artists.

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••Hate To Love You•• | Hyunlix Omegaverse

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