Don't Eat.
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Last published Fri, Jun 30, 2017
Don't eat. I shouldn't. I don't need to. It'll lead me away from perfection and why would I want that? All I have to do is not eat and then I'll be that perfect Barbie that I've always wanted to be. That's not hard to do so why not? What's the worst that could happen? I've got it under control; it's not like I have anorexia or anything. I'm just trying to be perfect. And all I have to do is not eat..
*not a one pov book. Each chapter is written from the perspective of a group that suffers from an eating disorder. Think of it like journal entries, not a thing on a timeline*
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