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Compulsive

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Alexander has OCD, AHDH, depression,anxiety Tourettes and is on the autistic spectrum. He was literally any therapists nightmare.He thinks no one would love him.
And then walks in John Laurens, warm, charismatic and comforting. 
Oh and gay.
Alex has to get through plenty of embarrassment, tics, compulsive tendencies, trauma, depression,anxiety, OCD shit and a bunch of other hard things before he can get the courage to tell John.
And John has to get through a lot of internalized homophobia, convincing Alex about how amazing he is, trauma, anxiety and a lot of "therapy" from Peggy before he can get the courage to tell Alex.

Oh, and they have to do this all as roommates.Tüm hakları saklıdır

anxietyattacks comfortsex fluff hamilton historicalfiction hurt-comfort johnlaurens lams slowburn tourettes

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They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

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