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DD's // TOSKA

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"You're not going anywhere, duh. You're coming back to the mansion with me. And if you try anything dumb, there will be consequences."

TOSKA: A Russian word to describe that painful feeling of great anguish with no specific cause.

The generational wealth and trauma of a family unravels as Damon Hopkins, one of the biggest drug barons in Europe tries to survive with the UK's secret agency on his back. When an old high-school crush appears out of nowhere, he soon realises his life is in danger. 

WARNING 18+: Contains dark themes (see FIRST A/N for more)

- First book of the DD's Series -

Awards: 
- #1 in 8CC May-June Challenge (and Finalist)
- #25 in spies 
- #4 in assasins

Started: July 2020
Completed: June 2021All Rights Reserved

8ccmay24 action adultthemes adventure assasins dark druglord drugs fiction forbidden hitman horror lgbt london loss mafia mentalillness police romance sad spies trauma uk violence wattys2024

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