False Altruism
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'Can true altruism exist, or is all behavior ultimately self-serving?'
That was the ever present question over which I've speculated for many nights on end, especially after I've devoted my pathetic existence to my deity, my savior, my muse.
Was I doing this for him, or deep down, for myself?
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