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Saudade- Ephemeral

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If there was nothing you could do to change fate and yet you knew of the tragedy that awaited you... tell me, what would you do then? 
Would you run anyway? 
Would you embrace it? 
In a world such as this, perfection doesn't exist. Rather, in one way or another, the subconcious will of ourselves and others seems to dictate our path forward. Whether it be a wish with the purest intentions or malice held from the darkest times of our existence, these things keep us trapped in a cycle that never ends.  
We can feign ignorance, We can try to change fate, but in the end... all we can do is surrender to the inevitable and hope that all we've come to believe in...was never true to begin with.
Until then, may we embrace the fleeting moments that pass us by, and may we appreciate through our maddening dissaray that we have already done this countless times.
Until we meet again...My dear.


This is a more fleshed out version of an old project I've been working on, off and on. I will be posting the draft version for all to enjoy as I write it. I hope you enjoy it!All Rights Reserved

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Avarice Blacksteel Book 2

Most of us long to "Be" but when the path gets too costly, or steep, we take solace in what we "Have." Remove the trappings of what we own and then what is the sum of us? They were the survivors, abandoned by the allies who swore to protect, in the ultimate gesture of greed and betrayal. Their world plunged into annihilation and chaos. With the passage of years in this blighted landscape order was established anew. Those who had been anonymous before the war found their will to rule, those who had experienced the comforts and ease of western life, thrust into darkness and despair. This brutal conflict had awoken those long sleeping, those who had ceased to care, those of immense power, the ones entrusted with the safe keeping of the often volatile mankind. Although their parallel world too was at risk, lethargy and arrogance ruled them. Against the backdrop of this savage landscape the saga of three such tribes of survivors unfold, and the unwitting chosen among them. One tribe sought to prosper via savagery, one by organized military might, and the other who ruled with no more than fairness and love. Three tribes thrown together, competing for the limited resources to survive, in a world teetering on the brink of total decimation. Driven by human avarice.