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Saudade- Ephemeral

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Reads 217
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Parts 14
Time 1h 46m

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18plus bdsmrelationship cycle darkfantasy darkromance darkthemes demons malexmale mindgames mystery psychological sorrow suspense tragedy trauma

If there was nothing you could do to change fate and yet you knew of the tragedy that awaited you... tell me, what would you do then? 
Would you run anyway? 
Would you embrace it? 
In a world such as this, perfection doesn't exist. Rather, in one way or another, the subconcious will of ourselves and others seems to dictate our path forward. Whether it be a wish with the purest intentions or malice held from the darkest times of our existence, these things keep us trapped in a cycle that never ends.  
We can feign ignorance, We can try to change fate, but in the end... all we can do is surrender to the inevitable and hope that all we've come to believe in...was never true to begin with.
Until then, may we embrace the fleeting moments that pass us by, and may we appreciate through our maddening dissaray that we have already done this countless times.
Until we meet again...My dear.


This is a more fleshed out version of an old project I've been working on, off and on. I will be posting the draft version for all to enjoy as I write it. I hope you enjoy it!All Rights Reserved

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