What I Can't Have
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Last published Tue, Jul 29, 2025
Just a few months into her freshman year at Pineridge University, Lyric hooks up with Callum, an aspiring software engineer with a devilish smile. She told herself it would only happen once, but she keeps finding her way back in his bed. Things progress quickly, and he decides to introduce her to his best friends/roommates.
Wes, the dropout who seems to have a grudge against her.
Zane, the mysterious giant who seems intrigued by her
And Jayden, her brother's best friend who she had a crush on for years. She knew he went to this school, but what are the chances that he's living in the same off-campus house as the guy she's developing feelings for!?
As she spends more time with them, she starts to realize her feelings forJayden never truly went away. But not only is she head over heels in love with her boyfriend and crushing on her brother's bestfriend. She's also drawn to Wes's hot and cold personality and Zane's mysterious persona.
What happens if Callum finds out that she's interested in his best friends? And what happens if they're all interested in her...and each other?
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