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Numb // Punk Luke Hemmings

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Parts 4
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Reads 153
Votes 11
Parts 4
Time 6m

cuddling_hemmings_

Mature

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Numb (adj)
Being lost in nothingness.

Numb. A feeling of emptiness filled her body, as she took another inhale of her cigarette, tasting like death. Mascara running down her face, staring out of her window, watching the rain droplets racing down. 
She just wanted to feel alive, to live. Heart as cold as ice, distancing herself from the outside world. Alone. She could go days without speaking to anybody. Her eyes glued to the floor, as she took steps down the imprisoned place some people called school. If someone would've told her a year ago her life would be like this, she wouldn't have believed them. She had no one to speak to. No friends left, no one would understand how she felt. Amber Rose needed someone to care, to wipe her tears. 
Now, she felt numb.All Rights Reserved

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VAPOR (Sensations 1) by Im_The_Damn_Devil

Somewhere in between the smoke, two souls found each other, love and chaos. Sometimes you need something to bright up your life a little. When you're drowning is hard to get out of that situation: your lungs fill with water, your head is empty of thoughts, you see the end of the suffering right in front of you... But then, all of a sudden, someone appears to save you and everything that's hurting becomes vapor and evaporates along with your pain.

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

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You Can't Save Me.. by _silent_screamer_

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"I'm Fine" ☠ l.h by isabella_slater

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Wrong Number-5sos-ot4 by Mykie12345

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VAPOR (Sensations 1)

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