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I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you

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Chuuya knew better than to hope for more than he should. He learned this lesson painfully and tragically. He lost many things along the way, whether by someone's hands or by fate. He wants to laugh hysterically or scream until he's hoarse. He wants to drink until he blackout's or cry until there's no more tears to shed. But all he feels is numbness.

When Dazai leaves the Port Mafia, Chuuya loses more than his partner. Something so precious. It disappears on that rainy night.

Based off of "Upon the Tainted Sorrow Blossoms a Lotus" by StarMaidenWarriorAll Rights Reserved

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