yamaguchi tadashi and kei tsukishima have been best friends for over 10 years. in the span of that tsukishima had pent up anger and resentment due to his past trauma of his brother lying to him and he often took it out on yamaguchi. yamaguchi despite putting up with tsukishimas countless remarks and unnecessary rudeness he feels trapped. the words hurt him more then tsukishima realizes but he puts up with it because he loves tsukishima in a way that no one would understand. it goes so much deeper then best friends. but hed rather die then let anyone know especially tsukishima because how would he react? he already knew the answer to that is he would reject him and never speak to him again.....or so he thinks songs for each chapter!! 1 looking out for you - joy again 2 what would i do? - strawberry guy 3 pretend - alex g 4 heart to heart - mac demarco 5 please please please let me get what i want - deftones 6 be nice to me - the front bottoms 7 glue song - beabadoobee 8 oblivion - grimes 9 tek it - cafuné 10 dream girl - crisaunt 11 about you - the 1975 12 good looking - suki waterhouse 13 nuts - lil peep 14 she wont go away - faye webster 15 whered all the time go? - dr.dog 16 romantic lover - eyedress 17 in a good way - faye webster 18 for the first time - mac demarco 19 space song - beach house 20 duvet - bôa 21 bags - clairo 22 bubble gum - clairo 23 let you break my heart again - laufey 24 step on me - the cardigans 25 i bet on losing dogs - mitski 26 jealous - eyedress 27 blah blah blah - the oozes 28 i will - mitski 29 vampire empire - big theif 30 revenge - xxxtentacion 31 sextape - deftones 32 mr loverman - rick montgomery 33 lovers rock - tv girl 34 apocalypse - cigarettes after sexAll Rights Reserved