Everything I Didn't Say

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You left me shattered with a broken heart but then you came back with false hopes. You were a mistake, and I knew that but I opened up, giving in, every single bit of myself, to you. You picked me like I was nothing, you played with it, my heart, soon you dashed it across the metal ground, hard. Little pieces were splinted, causing wounds of desolation. That was the end of me. 

"No it isn't. Let me heal you." 

Regret. No, I had none. Pain? Was all I felt. Beneath my broken heart was your name scarred on. Nothing could wash it away, nothing. You gave me emptiness, sorrow, vexation, doldrums, but I still felt complete. And that's what I needed. 

"Stop! Listen to me! I can change you, let me help!”

Goodbye now. 

“Come back! Listen…”All Rights Reserved

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