"Look at me, Mihir, Am I not enough for you? Do you not love me anymore? Was everything a lie?", I trembled when I said these words while
I held his hands.
His eyes meet mine with concern. He said, "Why are you shivering? Get a hold of yourself."
He held my hand firmly, looked deeply into my eyes, and continued,
"Do you really love me? Tell me?"
I was speechless, I did not know what to say at that moment. Yes, I was completely, passionately, insanely , desperately, especially hopelessly in love with him. Every inch of me knew that secret.
But i could and would never say it out loud because i will never find the words to explain what i was feeling. The love and passion that i had in me could not be put in mere words.
"Jo bhi mai kehna chahun,barbaad karein alfaaz mere."
[Whatever I want to say is spoilt my words.]
Ayla Asif, a nineteen year old, arts major student, gets these unusual yet real periodic dreams of her past lover. She strives to know why
she went through such a phase every now and then. It had been an year since her and her ex boyfriend Mihir had called it quits. What could possibly go wrong between such a pure and promising couple?
As Dallas and Drayton navigate life in the spotlight, Spencer is navigating intense feelings for Nathan - her best friend's brother.
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Dallas and Drayton are planning their wedding, talking babies and learning how to navigate life in LA now that Drayton is a hotshot football player in the big leagues. Meanwhile, Spencer and Nathan are back at home in Colorado, coming to terms with their feelings for one another and learning how to co-parent with Grayson, the father of Spencer's daughter. Will the realities of adult life strengthen them - or will their relationships break?
[Sequel to The QB Bad Boy and Me]
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