READER DISGRESSION IS ADVISED THE FOLLOWING CONTENT TALKS / HAS MEANTIONS ABOUT ABUSE , SA , SH , AND SUICIDE THIS IS WRITTEN BY A MENTALLY ILL TEEN WHO IS UN DIAGNOSED FOR ANYTHING AND HAS A LOT OF ISSUES , IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO SUCH TOPICS THEN PLEASE CLICK OFF AND FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO READ , NOT TO MEANTION THIS IS JUST A DIARY FOR THE AUTHOR TO FEEL BETTER AND LET THINGS OUT OF THEIR SYSTEM . Writing helps my emotions so that's what Im doing :/Všechna práva vyhrazena