Blaire struggles daily with an eating disorder and manipulative friends. She doesn't have a good family life, but her twin remains someone constant. But the girl Blaire loves the most is someone she can't love, not like how she wants to. All she wants to do is wrap her arms around Lucy Lovelace and call her her's. Ruth struggles as well, between trying to save her twin, and fighting with her head. Memories from her childhood cause her to cut, and she just wants to be happy. She gets in fights with her girlfriend, Venus, who tries to save her. Ruth meets a girl who gives her a new perspective on life, but perhaps it is too late for her new friend. Can the twins stand together and save each other? Can Venus save Ruth? Can Blaire finally get a girlfriend? Find out in this book where characters never have had a day of comfort in their lives