Love's not Real
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MatureComplete Thu, Jul 31, 20252h 36m
Have you ever wondered why you must figure out the inner workings of life all on your own? Have you ever wished someone would have told you not to do that? Not to run into that burning building, and not to date that guy?
Me too!
Maybe you guys can relate.
Author's note:
I figured that a Diary was a better way to get my point across and healthily portray my emotions.
I truly do hope this book will help young women like myself understand what NOT to do while embarking on their independent journey.
Disclaimer: This book includes hints at domestic violence, loneliness, depression, financial stress, sex, and more things 21-year-olds deal with.
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This book does mention another Diary that was hand written prior to this one but was never posted, but has nothing to do with this book.
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