Love's not Real
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Have you ever wondered why you must figure out the inner workings of life all on your own? Have you ever wished someone would have told you not to do that? Not to run into that burning building, and not to date that guy?
Me too!
Maybe you guys can relate.
Author's note:
I figured that a Diary was a better way to get my point across and healthily portray my emotions.
I truly do hope this book will help young women like myself understand what NOT to do while embarking on their independent journey.
Disclaimer: This book includes hints at domestic violence, loneliness, depression, financial stress, sex, and more things 21-year-olds deal with.
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This book does mention another Diary that was hand written prior to this one but was never posted, but has nothing to do with this book.
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"Dear diary, To my surprise, today we talked a lot. It's been a while since we've chatted like that. He's been very cold to me lately, constantly ignoring me. But during the second lesson he suddenly said that he would recognize my handwriting among all others. Could it be that there are indeed some hidden feelings behind his rude behavior? Can my unrequited love grow into a mutual one? There's still time until our graduation... And, in the meantime, after school my boyfriend had a surprise waiting for me again. He is so romantic. How am I supposed to tell him that I am still in love with my classmate? "A living dog is better than a dead lion". So what should I do if I want to keep the dog by my feet while trying to resurrect the lion?" This book is my personal treasure because it is written based on my genuine school diary. During the last year of high school, I fought for my one-sided love while dating a cool guy, and, had an English teacher fall in love with me all at the same time. This diary sheds light on common Russian school life. Love, drama, adventure, shame, inner growth, depression and much more awaits inside".
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