If You Forget I Will Remember
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Last published Wed, Jun 11, 2025
After a rough day at the station post-lawsuit, Buck decides to fall back into his 1.0 habits. Lost in his thoughts he doesn't notice things taking a dangerous turn until it's too late. When the 118 arrive on scene to discover Buck holding on by a thread. will they be able to save him in time? Or will they lose him forever?
*Contains use of Roofies and implied SA. NO REAL SA scenes but just be warned.*
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