Colleen Ballinger thought that Josh would be by her side forever. But after Colleen finds out she is in infertile, things become shaky between her and Josh. Will Josh find a replacement? Will Josh avoid the reality he is given? Will Colleen lose herself before she loses it all? Find out in this totally tear-jerky, thrilling story that will have you jumping out of your chair. ~~~~I have no intention of this happening in real life~~~~ Also shoutout to @annabelle_elizabeth because her amazing story Not Her gave me a lot of inspiration. Thank annabelle!