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I Don't Wanna Be A Monster Anymore

ASTRO_THE_DEMON

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ASTRO_THE_DEMON

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"In another world, I'm a normal boy. In another world I'm doing normal things, I look normal, act normal. I don't have these gashes on my face, and I wasn't abused by HYDRA and the Red Room. In another world, a perfect world, we never met."

"What we started as is children, in tank tops and stuck in boxing rings and ballet classes. We were strapped to tables, stripped of our innocence, and wiped of our memories. All we had was each other, the memories we made with each other, and the worlds we created in our minds."

"The world would've been the same had I never been drafted. The war still would've started, and ended the same, and life would've gone on. Why did I have to sacrifice myself? Why did I have to give up my humanity, give up my autonomy and control for this world, when all I got back was this stupid arm?"

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