28 parts Complete [BOOK TWO FOR REMEMBER?//CHANGLIX]
changbin, it's been a year now. i'm surprised i've made it this far without you...i miss you. do you miss me? today eric took me to the ocean. i was scared at first...but then, i thought of you...but when i thought of the ocean again, i ran off. i was so scared. but, eric came and comforted me. he loves me a lot. i'm not sure if it's as much as you did, but it's something. when you left me...so suddenly...i hated everyone...everything. i locked myself away, for months, until this year. this year is gonna be different, tonight at midnight, i'm no longer gonna think of you. tonight, you'll no longer be in my mind. i'm sorry, but it's for me...and i know you wouldn't mind...because you always wanted me to be happy, no matter how you felt. eric is the one that makes me happy now. not you. you'll never make me happy again, changbin. i hate you...for leaving me. once again, i'm sorry. i love you changbin. -lix
Felix sat there crying as he was writing this. Of course he didn't want to let Changbin go...but Eric said that it'd be best if he did. So, that's what he was going to do.
He was going to make himself hate Changbin, so that he could let him go.
Completed: 1/16/20
