I'm a cryer, I've always been a cryer. As a kid when I'd fall off the swings or slide at the park when Luce would push me to high or too fast.
But over love....... I'm the biggest cry baby.
But I have one rule. Don't cry over someone twice.
Well actually I have two rules, don't cry when you've just done up your makeup.
I know I have good judgment, I know I have good taste
It's funny and it's ironic that only I feel that way
I promise 'em that you're different and everyone makes mistakes
But just don't
I heard that you're an actor, so act like a stand-up guy
Whatever devil's inside you, don't let him out tonight
I tell them it's just your culture and everyone rolls their eyes
Yeah, I know
All I'm asking, baby
Please, please, please
Don't prove I'm right
And please, pleasе, please
Don't bring me to tеars when I just did my makeup so nice
Heartbreak is one thing, my ego's another
I beg you, don't embarrass me, motherfucker, oh
Please, please, please (Ah)
"mommy" my daughter calls out me as I'm in my tree "yes violet, I'm coming" I call back.
my daughter is ,y world she reminds me of my life I never had, she will be so much better.
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7 years before-
as I lay on my back the recent events circulate my head over and over, do I really feel this way,could I really be in love, love is so overrated, it's so cruel and heartless, but why does my whole being jump into love's arms and dance happily, argh.
I roll over and moan it myself, but then I remember the little things at night.
"be safe jordan"
"don't hang up"
"come over and study,we've got that test soon"
"I miss you"
"you make me smile"
"why do I care Jordan,why"
all our conversations and I just looked passed these simple words I spoke without meaning to, most of the time I was making a joke,but I never realized I was telling the truth.
"I love you Jordan blake"
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this is a love story with a twist
forever
Jess & Jordan