"No. I don't want to love him. I don't like what that means for me." "What do you think it means?" "It means I have something to lose again, and I'm not strong enough for that anymore." ▱▰▱▰▱▰▱▰▱▰▱▰▱▰▱ Woohoo, my 18th story outline I've started on this app. I've posted 1 other so far... 😭 ⚠️Warnings: Mentions of Violence, Blood, Guns, Slight Smut, Suicide, and Drugs⚠️