How I died
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Last published Sat, Jun 15, 2024
"But I love you"
"I love you too so much" he says before jumping
This story is about Theodore Gardener,17 Pan and goes by he/ Him pronoun's, and His partner Riley Angel ,16 Bi and non binary they go by they/them pronoun's, how they fall in love and the brain of a kid who just wants to make everyone happy but slowly hates himself.
⚠️TW Abuse, death, blood, homophobia, gay, $uicid3⚠️
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