A change for the worst

Boy x Boy,but not a love story,you're meant to hate these characters.

!!Mature content,trigger list :
-suicide
-self harm
-drugs
-alcohol
-toxicity

I don't romanticise any of these,and if you're not in a safe space I don't recommend reading this.

Description 1: Read description 1 to dive in the beginning of the story,slowly reading your way up.
Description 2:Read description 2 to dive into the middle of the plot to then read from the beginning on to slowly understand how thing evolved.

Thought it would be fun for you to decide wether you want to read your way in or go in without knowing what I have planned :3

Desc 1:
Elijah is a quiet kid.He's almost invisible to everyone,so when Felix approaches him to ask if he could tutor him,he almost breaks down in confusement.Felix is the most troublesome guy in school,so why did he want Elijah to help him out of everyone he could have asked?As they keep meeting up and their relationship evolves,Elijah can't help but break down with even more questions and changes to his life.

Desc 2:
Elijah didn't even remember when his quiet boy persona changed into the drug addicted,messy teen he is right now.Was it when he started to tutor his stupid boyfriend Felix or when he got offered his first ever cigarette?He started to realise how low he has fallen after Felix dumped him over text without any explanation.Now trying to figure out why to get closure and possibly get his only source of comfort back,even though he was the reason on falling from the perfect goody two shoes to him almost getting disowned by his family.