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Broken Hope (boyxboy)

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PositivelyDazed

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Keegan is a boy who loves affection. He's usually quite peppy and excitable, but everything in life has turned against him. He ends up locking away his emotions and making himself distant from the world, trying to avoid further suffering. He's left a shell of his former self, struggling to get through life.

He decides to take time away from his abusive life by going on a week long school trip to collect his thoughts. He is placed in situations he couldn't have imagined.



Theo is a laid back jock. He can come off as aggressive and bossy, usually around his friends, though he has a heart and can be quite kind. His life is hectic and full of annoying people. His parents are inconsiderate, his friends are clingy and loud, and the rest of the school sucks up to him, which he doesn't received well. He just wants to be left alone. 

After deceiving his clingy friends he snuck away on the school trip, hoping he could finally get some peace and quiet. This trip would hold some surprises for him, and maybe even change his life.


What future will await these two? Are they destined for greatness, or despair?All Rights Reserved

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Plan Of Seduction by bl_principito

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT+ content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT+: #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

Clusterfuck by logophile_e

Toby Wentworth's life is a clusterfuck. For a lot of reasons. And one of them just happens to be the fact that he is very gay, and also so far in the closet that he's practically in Narnia. But then there's this guy. This guy in his calculus class who winks at him. And suddenly, they're partners for a project. And Toby cannot stop thinking about him. Toby does his best to balance school, work, relationships, and the biggest secret he's ever kept as life goes on. He does, honestly. He tries so very hard. But things like drama, bizarre coincidences, and, of course, his crippling tendency to overthink have been making it difficult, and it's really not fair. But Toby just cannot stop thinking about that boy. And there are times when he wants to hate himself because of it. Sometimes, Toby's life sucks. He'll admit it. But as aggravating as the feeling of being just out of reach of a romance he desperately craves is, there's something... thrilling about it. Something that, no matter how many times he tries, cannot get him to stop this madness. He's in trouble. Absolutely. But maybe trouble can have its benefits. *** cover art by me! Final chapter upload: 5/7/21 Word count: ~65k

Only to Feel This Fully [Completed] by ewwwdavid

Charlie Holloway has great friends, good grades, a steady part-time job he actually likes, and athletic ability that makes him a star in two sports, but recently it's all felt rather hollow. However, when childhood friend Theo Broussard comes back into his life, Charlie is shaken out of a years-long daze that has left him coasting through his teenage years. Theo just happening to be the star player for his school's biggest rival and his first crush only complicates matters further. When things get difficult, Charlie finds himself forced to choose between his current life following the path of least resistance or a harder but possibly more fulfilling one. "Only to feel this fully, this entire, the way snow touched bare skin & is suddenly, no longer snow" -Ocean Vuong, "Devotion" from Night Sky with Exit Wounds [Re-edited 4/18/20]

Falling, Fallen (bxb) by eunoiaredamancy

Falling doesn't feel so bad when I know you've fallen this way too. Please check TWs. After Theo got outed to the whole school, he gets paired with Kit for a school project. Kit is the football captain, "nice" popular guy who has lots of options. He's seen as having a 'perfect' life, but of course that can be hidden. His family and him struggle everyday at the hands of his father, but he finds a new friendship in Theo after a long time of trying to push him away. What could go wrong? (Or right?) Enemies to Friends to Lovers :) Drama, Romance etc. Please bear with me I cannot write descriptions to save my life, the book is much better (I hope!!) TWs: Homophobia, Abuse, Violence, Religion

Midnight sun ✓ by bukowskiworld

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Five Weeks to Forever [BxB] (WILL NEVER BE FINISHED) by ScrewedbyScrewed

Contrary to popular belief, hell really does exist on earth. More specifically, it exists in the American public high school system. If you aren't one of the cool or popular kids, then tough luck, because your life is about to take a nosedive down shit lane. Elliot Grey, your classic gifted-program, all A's nerd, knows that all too well. Between trying to keep his grades up and avoid getting his head smashed in a locker, he doesn't have time to stop, slow down, and enjoy his senior year of highschool. But after a lucky group assignment for his literature class gets him working with one of the hottest boys in school- who just so happens to also be the boy he's had the biggest crush he's had for the past four years- things actually seem to be looking up for him. Being buddy buddy with one of the cool kids, though, has its consequences, and soon Elliot will have to decide just how desperate he is to win over the school's star quarterback. Thank you to raizelrose3 on here for the cover!

Where Am I? (boyxboy) by dontgetyourhopesupp

Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness. ---------------------------- This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.

What I Have Left by undercover_story

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Parasites (Kellic) by trashyalexx

(Kellic) (boyxboy) Kellin gets sexually assaulted by a friend he thought he was able to trust. The worst part? Vic comes home and hears them in the bedroom, thinking Kellin's just cheating on him, so, he leaves a note and takes off, leaving Kellin completely broken. Kellin and Vic both start bands, who become widely known across the world. Over the next 7 years, Kellin struggles to find the light again. He refuses to date anyone other than Vic, but he knows Vic would never love him again, so Kellin turns to his eating disorder to help him cope with the issues he has to deal with and take on in life. When Kellin and Vic meet for the second time, to create 'King for a Day' and go on tour together due to popular demand, will they stay awkward or will they be able to mend their broken relationship? {This story was inspired by a roleplay written by me and @KellicBro. Go check her out, she's fuckin' awesome.}

Coming Home [Completed] by ewwwdavid

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Terrible Ideas by My_ShipWrecked_Heart

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He fell in love with a demon by 4pr0blem01

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