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Colourless Skys [bxb]
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Last published Thu, Oct 2, 2025
Styve, a 10th grade boy and his sister Vydle, a 9th grader are normally very close, they have been each other's only friends. But when their abusive father lets their family be a host family for a Greek exchange student, things are bound to change. Will Styve and Vydle stay as close as they once were? Will Styve make a friend? And will their secrets stay hidden?
Alastor, the exchange student, has a few secrets of his own which may make things in America harder for him. Will his own secrets pull him down, cause his life to take a turn for the worst? Or will the one who is there for everyone, finally let someone be there for him?
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