The Haven's Watch Part #2

- Continuation of Part #1

Just how hard to live in a place where pain, sadness, rejection, blames, lies, and hatred are the things that makes you feel fake alive.

I was raised not to be noticed. I was raised to accompanied pain and sadness within me. To accept their blames and rejection. To regret the past and discover their lies. I was raised not to be loved but to be hated.

For me, there is No safe place to hide as long as the battle is not yet finished.

To survive in the battle, you yourself needs to conquer everything. But how? How am I going to fight back when I don't even know how to fight on my own?

I'm scared, but the moment I found myself loving him the way I wanted to be loved, everything changed.

Kinneth. With his presence alone, I know I am safe. With him, I know I can fight and I can survive because he will protect me. Pero hindi lahat na nagpoprotekta ay nananatili. Lahat ay may limitasyon, may hangganan.

Just as he protected our love, he end up getting tired. He has reached his limit.