Survivor's Guilt

IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SH, SU1C1DE, AND/OR DEALING WITH SURVIVORS GUILT PLEASE DO NOT READ THE FIC OR THIS DESCRIPTION.

Survivor's Guilt:
"The response to an event that some people experience when they survive a traumatic event or situation that others did not." Mix that with religious trauma? Congratulations, You're in for a long and grueling recovering journey! You'll be trying to convince yourself for years to not hurt yourself and that you aren't going to hell just because you're homosexual! Travis Phelps, the son of Kenneth Phelps, known for bullying people and being an asshole in high school makes his rebound by stabbing his own father, who is the leader of a cult that has been trying to summon a population-destroying demon for centuries, and falling down to his death, stabbed father in hand.
What if under certain circumstances...
He survived?

The character Travis Phelps is not mine, all characters are owned by Steve Gabry (Portable Moose) from the video game Sally Face. go watch/ play it please, it's an amazing game
Ignore the cover this is probably going to be pretty angsty i just needed one for now