this weird obsession of mine

What kind of obsession is this where I can't see anything else other than books, writings, journals, scriptures and everything related to knowledge seeking?

Is this weird for someone who spent almost 1/4 of her life graduating with an engineering honor and now to be in another field (in another part of the world) where somehow you can't seem to find any sort of lingering connection between these fields?

From an engineer to a writer, is this even realistic they say?

"Weirdo!"