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Desperately Searching

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Reads 451
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Parts 15
Time 1h 11m

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Welcome to "Desperately Searching," a unique blend of fiction and self-development that delves into the tumultuous worlds of anxiety, depression, and self-loathing. This novel follows a deeply personal and transformative journey, blending compelling storytelling with practical insights to guide you through your own struggles. Through the eyes of the protagonist, you'll explore the raw, unfiltered experiences of facing inner demons and seeking solace. "Desperately Searching" is crafted to resonate with anyone who has felt lost, offering not only a gripping narrative but also valuable lessons for personal growth and healing. This book is your companion in the darkest times, providing both comfort and guidance as you embark on your own path to self-discovery and empowerment.All Rights Reserved

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BOOK 2 (NOT A STAND ALONE)******** Can Ariana survive yet another challenge that life throws her way? *** Ariana's life was getting better, brighter, and fuller. That is until her father decided to take it all away from her. Now, she has to deal with love, hate, and most of all, herself. To top it off, the secrets that are lurking in the corner, slowly coming to light, might just make or break the only strong relationships she has left. Lines blur between the truth and lies as Ariana just might start losing herself amid this mess. Or can she stop it? Can she deal with what's going on? Can she deal with... Her New Challenge?

Meeting You by K_Lynn2000

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From love to letting go by shadyrox

This book is a heartfelt memoir about my journey through the ups and downs of love. It starts with the excitement of a new relationship but soon dives into the pain of unrequited love and heartbreak. Apart from exploring love and loss, it's really about finding yourself and how to heal. You'll see how I struggled to let go, the healing process, and the lessons I learned along the way. It's about discovering that true love is all about freedom, not holding on. If you've been through a tough breakup, this might give you some comfort and hope. Apart from exploring love and loss, the book is really about personal growth and finding yourself. It dives into how I learned to let go, heal from emotional pain, and discover a renewed sense of purpose. It reflects on the journey of understanding myself better, rediscovering my passions, and embracing life with a new perspective. You'll also see how I've used philosophical insights and personal experiences to show that healing is an ongoing process and that true love is all about freedom and self-acceptance.

Project Heaven by A_writer_like_others

Poems about grieving, hurting and crying. Poems about love, life and death. Poems about the demons lurking in the back of my mind. Poems to free myself from my own shackles. Poems again and again until I have nothing else to say. Poems again and again until I don't have the strength to live anymore. --------- TW: death, suicide, self-harm, grief It's poems I write about myself, so please be respectful. This book is a part of my history. I hope to raise awareness and help people while sharing this work. Highest Ranks • 42 in #poesia • 22 in #paradox 40 in #selfhelp

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