Marginaux je vous aime
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Lobotomie pour tout le monde ou presque. La société s'impose. Néanmoins nous pouvons ouvrir les yeux. Nous pouvons choisir nous l'avons toujours pu. Le choix nous porte vers nos actes, nos actes conduisent à des conséquences. J'ai mal à mon humanité, j'ai mal à mon monde. On dit que je suis une femme, on me compte 32 années. Un diagnostique tombe et se succèdent plusieurs à la suite faisant de mon CV un CV bien rempli. Parce que j'ai un trouble borderline, un stress post traumatique, un trouble anxieux généralisé, un trouble dissociatif, je suis marginalisée, mise de cotée, comme bon nombre d'entre nous. Je pense à mes frères et mes sœurs qui souffrent de troubles de la personnalités, à vous les schizophrènes, les bipolaires, les dépressifs, les toxico, une pensée d'amour dans un monde où la haine règne. La société, la majorité nous rejette, nous, et je sais pourquoi. Observez le monde autour de vous. Qui se questionne réellement sur sa nature, ses décisions, ses opinions, ses choix ? Qui cherche vraiment à nous connaître, à apprendre plus sur nous, d'où nous venons, d'où viennent nos cicatrices ?
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