Very loosely based on the films, "Beautiful boy", "The goldfinch", and "Thirteen." Lee Felix, a 17 year old struggling to cope with his father's death, finds himself falling into addiction due to the negative influence of his two best friends, Jisung and Changbin. Far into his addition, a mutual friend Hwang Hyunjin notices his struggle and thrives to help him. Trigger warnings : -sexaul contents -angst -strong language/curse words -mention/use of drugs -underage drinking - SH *contains a playlist*