I don't think I can go on. Life has become meaningless. My mornings are a personal bed for daydreams about death and nights plaqued with nightmares of the same; a neverending cycle of just constant disappointment and longing. Like a guinea pig stupidly running in the wheel of life that just never seems to get him anywhere. The only escape is to destroy the wheel. To destroy this life. Death will become my salvation. The letter magnified through the tear drop and Beomgyu hastily wiped his eyes. He was not prepared for what was to come. On 20th July, Kang Taehyun will find his salvation. Yes, Kang Taehyun had found his salvation but in what sense had he? It didn't matter. It was too late. If only he hadn't read those vulnerable words. Perhaps, then Beomgyu would not have been deprived of his salvation. Lost of his own salvation. Perhaps, Beomgyu would not have been a beautiful destruction.
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