Rookpauze - Joost Klein

"Rookpauze is what we use to define the break someone has to take to smoke". Joost told me that. That's actually how I met him in the first place, that's how I started to talk to him, to know him. That's how I fell in love with him.
That's how I learned that love has no limits.
A cigarette break has build our story, a cigarette break has transformed me and who I thought I was.

He taught me that to love someone and to be loved by someone doesn't mean you have to stuff yourself with all the substances in the world.

He told me you don't have to hate yourself to let someone else feel better about the crap they are.

He showed me you don't have to kill yourself in order to be loved.

He held me and he fell with me.
I held him and I fell with him.
That's how I understood I deserved to be happy.
I found him and I couldn't be more grateful.
I really love him.